Saturday, 19 December 2009

I want you to know , it doesn't matter where we take this road , someone gotta go ..
so I'm already gone ..
you know that I love you enough to let you GO ...
I'm Already GONE .. I'M ALREADY GONE !

Sunday, 8 November 2009

.. !

this is 10% Luck
.........20% skill
...............15% concentrated power of will
.......................5% pleasure
.............................50% pain , and
100% reason to remember the name

Wednesday, 28 October 2009

If you're going through hell ..

Well you know those times
When you feel like there's a sign there on your back
Says I don't mind if ya kick me
Seems like everybody has
Things go from bad to worse
You'd think they can't get worse than that
And then they do
You step off the straight and narrow
And you don't know where you are
Use the needle of your compass
To sew up your broken heart
Ask directions from a genie
In a bottle of Jim Beam
And she lies to you
That's when you learn the truth
If you're going through hell
Keep on going, don't slow down
If you're scared, don't show it
You might get out
Before the devil even knows you're there
Well I been deep down in that darkness
I been down to my last match
Felt a hundred different demons
Breathing fire down my back
And I knew that if I stumbled
I'd fall right into the trap that
they were laying, yeah
But the good news
Is there's angels everywhere out on the street
Holding out a hand to pull you back up on your feet
The one's that you've been dragginig for so long
You're on your knees
You maight as well be praying
Guess what I'm saying
If your going through hellKeep on going,
don't slow down
If you're scared don't show it
You might get out
Before the devil even knows you're there

Tuesday, 13 October 2009

God Almighty !

لا اله الا الله الجليل الجبار
لا اله الا الله الواحد القهار
لا اله الا الله الكريم الستار , لا اله الا الله الكريم المتعال , لا اله الا الله وحده لاشريك له الها ً واحدا ً ربا ً وشاهدا ً أحدا ًوصمدا ً ونحن له مسلمون .
لا اله الا الله وحده لاشريك له الها ً واحدا ً ربا ً وشاهدا ً أحدا ًوصمدا ً ونحن له عابدون ,
لا اله الا الله وحده لاشريك له الها ً واحدا ً ربا ً وشاهدا ً أحدا ًوصمدا ً ونحن له قانتون .
لا اله الا الله وحده لاشريك له الها ً واحدا ً ربا ً وشاهدا ً أحدا ًوصمدا ً ونحن له صابرون ,
لا اله الا الله محمد رسول الله .
اللهم اليك فوضت أمري وعليك توكلت يا أرحم الراحمين .
يـــــــــــــــــــ رب ـــــــــــــــــــــا

Thursday, 24 September 2009

Butterflies !!


Love is a smoke raised with the fume of sighs ,
Being purged, a fire sparkling in lovers' eyes ,
Being vexed, a sea nourished with lovers' tears .
What is it else? A madness most discreet ,
A choking gall and a preserving sweet.

William Shakespeare


Tuesday, 15 September 2009

Life is inevitably cruel :( !!

Wednesday, 26 August 2009

That's what friends are for .. !

hard times in life are inevitable , we can't handle them by ourselves .. too hard , too lonely .
we all need some shoulder too lean on when life is cruel to us , and it does get cruel so many times that u get so frustrated that things will get better somehow .

and at that time you wish there's someone standing by your side , watching you cry , patting you on the shoulder , smiling this peaceful smile that say : " don't cry , this will be over .. you will get over this , I'm right here for you .. I'll never leave you , you can find me here whenever u need me , that's a promise " .

these words can't heal pain , don't mend broken hearts , and certainly don't bring back lost people , but they are somehow magical that you can't help but smile when you here - even though you might not be happy - and then you are just so confident that everything will be set straight no matter what happened , how painful it is , or how despearte you are . you just know that having a friend by your side in these miserable times will be what you need so you can take a step ahead and try , to overcome life .

life is a struggle that we can't face unless we're holding someone's hand in ours , my hand is always out for this person , I owe him too much .

and I promise , from the bottom of my heart that I will hold his hand whenever he feels like surrendering to life's endless obstacles !!
and I do believe that promises are sacred and are Not meant to be broken ..

Thursday, 18 June 2009

I do not know how to , but I know that I CAN !!




Friday, 15 May 2009

How lucky I am to have something that makes saying good-bye so hard !!

" Don't cry because it's over .. Smile because it happened !! "

A man never knows how to say goodbye ; a woman never knows when to say it.
Helen Rowland

" Letting go is one way of saying I love you !! "


Saturday, 25 April 2009

BreakAway .. !!

when you feel Down .. Just Breakaway ..

read these words ..


Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I'd just stare out my window
Dreaming of what could be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray (I would pray)

Trying hard to reach out
But when I tried to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I would prayed
I could break away

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky
And I'll make a wishTake a chance
Make a change
And breakaway ..

Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I love
I'll take a risk Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway ..

Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get on a fast train
Travel on a jet plane,
far away (I will)
And breakaway ..


Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging around revolving doors
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me
butGotta keep moving on, moving on
Fly away, breakaway ..

I'll spread my wings
And I'll learn how to fly
Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway ..

Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget the place I come from
I gotta take a risk
Take a chanceMake a change
And breakaway
Breakaway ..
Breakaway , Breakaway ....


Thursday, 23 April 2009

it's frustrating !!

I keep holding On What else can I do !! :-(

Thursday, 16 April 2009


Whatever The Mind Can Conceive And Believe ,
It Can Achieve ... !!!


Friday, 10 April 2009

Time We Let Go ..

have ever started thinking about your life so deeply that it occured to you that it needs to be changed ..

this happens at the most desperate times , when you feel that you current life is missing it's essense !! and you just have this craving desire to start a immense change to try finding what could bring back the life to yours ..

it's neither an easy nor a comfortable feeling , it might hurt to find yourself so alone ..

a change in life is not necessarily a catastrophe , it might even rescue the hope from dying in the hurdles of life , and that might be quite invigorating ..

the problem lies in timing . when do we know when is the time to start changing .. to start giving up things you already have and start exploring the unknown !!

it is confusing , becasue it's not the easiest matter to drop something that's been a part of you for so long . even though leaving it will push you to the next level in life ..

but letting go of your life is inevitable to have a life .. and if destiny decidedto bring back what has been lost then this time it's eternal .. but you need to let it go first , which is the hardest most aching thing to do ..

we can never choose what will make us happy , it's not available !!

but we can get through what will hurt us , by not letting it tear us apart or breaking us down .
when can never be defeated if we have faith that we lost what will come back better in life !!

hope makes life mush easier , without hope we lose faith and therefore , die while we are still breathing ..

if you love something .. LET GO ..

close you eyes and hope it will come back someday .. crying might be helpful ..
hope that it will never forget you , or stop thinking of you ..

then .. Let IT GO .. it's time
it is time ..
" Nothing is predestined: The obstacles of your past can become the gateways that lead to new beginnings "

Monday, 2 March 2009

Just passing by .. to post something I've heard last night , which I find very and extremely inspiring ..

indeed it's meaningful , and sharing it is the best way to let you know what I mean by that ..

it says :

The Best Way Out , Is Always Through !!

waaaw ..

frightening .. maybe , challenging .. perhaps , but that's the beauty of it ..

there's nothing more magnificent in life than challenging life itself ,, with all its ruthlessness and bitterness ..

consider it .. you might have a point of view pertainig this , that might be as interesting .

Sunday, 22 February 2009

remains awlays a piece of me !!

continuing ..

" It is not so much our friends' help that helps us as the confident knowledge that they will help us . "

sharing your soul with your friend does not necessarily mean the abandon of a fraction of your own , let us ask ourselves why have we chosen that certain person to become a friend ?!

because he possesess particular features that makes you admire him and look up to him ! , then when he becomes a part of your soul , he supplements your soul with his own virtue rather than taking a part of your soul or abolishing it !! .. and even when they're gone , this part inside of you will remain !

a friend is a gift , he in never a harmful factor in your life or a cause whatsoever for you to eliminate YOU , he is only a gift that helps you get over life peacefully !!

a good friend , I define , is the one who brings out the best in me ..

you may agree , and you may not .. but I am certain that deep inside , you believe in friends ..

you believe that they are angels watching over us , comforting us , and escorting us on the right path , which we will stride together till the end !!
it shows , in the last couple of weeks that I really appreciated my friends , and now only that they're far away I've known the value of their absence !!

my words may be just a temporary fear that makes me shiver deeply since I've just parted with my friends , and they may fade with time .. for time erases , or shall I say " sedates " the agitated sorrow of farewell , but .. they have never been , not for even a fraction of second , anything but deeply sincere and honest !!

" :: A friend is one who knows us , but loves us anyway :: "

Wednesday, 18 February 2009

You can always make me smile !!

All my life I thought that evrey single one of us is totally capable of dealing with life on his own ,
is capable of facing any obstacle without an outsider's help , even though I couldn't do that all the time , still I believed in it ..

what could any person grant me that I could not provide for myself , I've always thought so untill I got to know something called Friends !!

You , alone , cannot End your lonillness .. you cannot sedate the pain you cuased yourself ..
and certainly you cannot manage to solve a trouble you got yourself into ..

Friends help when the problem you're facing is you , you can't do that by yourself ..

or is it just the fact that you got used to somebody and he became a peice of your soul that makes you think you can't part him and that only he is the remedy to all your pains ..

It might be .. that what I used to believe in in the beginning is true , but those outsider who broke into my life touched me deeply and became a vital fraction in my heart , that I can't imagine a single moment of my life without them !!

they gave me help that is beyond giving , and in every moment that passes by , now after we're far away , I still feel a deep sensation of agony not to have them around anymore like I used to ..

I swear I smile when I remember them . to be honest , I shed a tear .. then I smile :)

to be continued ..
(too much emotions to be put in one post)