Tuesday, 31 August 2010

take my up there, don't wanna stay here anymore!!



Take me away, somewhere I can be alone
Away from people, from sorrow, from life 
Let me soar with you up there, where no day will be empty.
Take my soul away and bring it back more alive.
Let me fly again, let my overwhelmed soul experience joy .. again.
In a world far away from my dead world.


Taken on Tuesday 31.08.2010 


Edit : Flickr Explored !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it made my day 
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Saturday, 28 August 2010

breath taking sunset

the best view I've ever seen in years!
that day was magnificently special!!



taken on 26.08.2010

Wednesday, 25 August 2010

enough for me :)

they all were laughing , even her she was very happy ..
I could not ask for more , more than enough for me to see them smiling and sincerely happy :)

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Tuesday, 24 August 2010

Down ,
waaaay down

Saturday, 21 August 2010

Pain Is Inevitable , Suffering Is Optional !!



this one took quite a time to take it , edit it , and upload it .. 
and I had to spend extra time washing the paint off my hand : /
this is the final outcome :) .. I find it worth the effort :) 

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Friday, 20 August 2010

it's a heartache , nothing but a heartache !!

Does he sit by the sea and listens to the sound of the waves and remembers me ?!
Is he as miserable as I am , or was I just a memory that he got rid of !!
does he think about me at all !! 
I wish I could ask , I wish I could wonder loudly .. 
I wish I could scream for the reason he left .
I bet I don't even cross his mind anymore . 





surprisingly and fortunately , today he's leaving my mind too ..
No , I won't let you be the end of me !I'm bringing back my soul , my heart and my breath , they no longer belong to you !!



P.S : my photography and editing


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Monday, 16 August 2010

:)

Thank you ,
You just made my Day :))

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Sunday, 15 August 2010

look for the girl with the broken smile ..

Friday, 13 August 2010

I'll never lose hope , It's all I got right now I'll hold on tight .
: ' D

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Monday, 9 August 2010

A Day At The Sea .. !!

if only I could take back the words , the actions , the discomfort .. but I can't .
maybe the only answer is just to walk away and begin fresh , forget about whatever . 
yesterday , when I saw it throw my car window , I felt like breaking into a thousand pieces . like drowning in the sadness of the whole world , like my heart is shattering so hard but so slow that it makes me feel every tiny sting of pain . 


I had to hide if from everyone , so I just kept looking , thinking ..
the waves , the blueness , the smell of the salty water overwhelmed me , I loved it so mush that it hurts even more to feel pain around it .. 
Me !! just Wow ..
I hated myself for hating it , though I didn't hate it , I just couldn't be myself anymore around it .. it reminded me of so much pain , of so mush betrayal .. 
but NO .. 
the sound of the waves took over my heart , once I stepped in the sand felt the grains of sand moving through my toes , the smell lifted me up .. for a fraction of second I forgot all that hurts , all the pain all of a sudden faded away , evaporated in the bright blue sky , and right then I realized I had big smile on my face .
maybe not a very happy one , but it was a sincere one , not sad , not depressed , just comfortable to finally be around something I really loved once in my life .. 


to hell with memories , I wanna feel the breeze , I wanna feel the hot sun burning my wet skin , I wanna touch the sea , smell it .. drown in it .. die in the warm water and forget the world , forget everything .




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Friday, 6 August 2010

I hate myself ,
I miss myself ..
I don't know myself anymore ..

I wish I could feel me again ..

Tuesday, 3 August 2010

Moved on ..


the day I thought I'd never get through .. 
I got OVER YOU .. !!

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Sunday, 1 August 2010

it didn't go the way I expected last night ..
but , whatever , it's better than nothing .. at least now I'm not lying to anyone !