Wednesday, 29 September 2010

let it pour !!

I'm gonna make it through this , even if it kills me !!!

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Friday, 24 September 2010

broken wings.

.. so don't worry about people from your past , there's a reason they didn't make it to your fututre !! “

I thought this quote fits with the photo somehow , life is like a faris wheel.
one day you’re at the highest point and you can see the whole world and feel like you can accomplish anything , and another you reach the bottom and experience the terrible feeling of having broken wings.
Life is full of ups and downs, and during life we need to decide who stays and who leaves. Deleting people is crucial to get you to move on and get over whatever happens.

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Tuesday, 14 September 2010

Lonely, But not Alone

Okay , I usually don't lie, I hate liars.
But up there in the sky, that's a lie written!

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Monday, 6 September 2010

join the living

lately I've been experiencing feelings I've lost the sense of  a long time ago.
I just felt how much I've missed them , and how relieved they make me feel to have feeling in the first place!
is this the beginning of something new, or something old, like having the old young alive me back ?
or maybe this is merely a foundation of a new me , but if so! would that new me be better or worse!!
my greatest fear!!

I'm absolutely not ready for a new worse me! I have already been dealing with myself currently and trying to fix the unbearable damage. let alone dealing with worse!

Hope keeps us alive , and this may be the only feeling that I haven't lost sense of .
so maybe if not today, maybe tomorrow or after tomorrow , or maybe next week or next month.

not sure when and where and how !! 
but I will survive to the day of my rebirth.
I will rise from my ashes. I gave myself a promise, and I will never break a promise Ever .

I was born a phoenix , and I will Live and Die and Rise as one!!