Monday, 22 November 2010

No more ,,

I'm not gonna even keep trying , enough ..
just like what izzie said , the best day of your life starts simple and boring and unexpectedly , it becomes the best you've ever had .
so I'm gonna let the wind flow , and take me where it wants to go .
it's the only thing now that I do trust and believe in !

You never know the biggest day of your life is the biggest day. Not until it's happening. You don't recognize the biggest day of your life, not until you're right in the middle of it. The day you commit to something or someone. The day you get your heart broken. The day you meet your soul mate. The day you realize there's not enough time, because you wanna live forever. Those are the biggest days. The perfect days.

Saturday, 20 November 2010

the moon is full tonight
when it's full I remember you , when it's not full I remember you too .
but it hurts more when it's full ! it brings back unfulfilled dreams , broken promises and fragile wishes.

I don't want to remember you anymore , I want you to stay away from my moon!

Friday, 12 November 2010

I blew a candle for you today ,
I did not wish you happiness , I did not wish you peace nor did I wish you well ,
I did not know what to wish you , so I just simply blew that candle , and let the flames fade with the remains of an empty dead wish !

I still can't believe you are able to forget me !

Wednesday, 10 November 2010

I can't forgive you , I can't .. I'm sorry!

Saturday, 6 November 2010

the world is a very friendly place :)

they all made me so happy , :))
I love them so much , and it means the world to me for someone to like me for who I am :)

thank you , the world has some very nice people :)) and I got to know a lot of them ^^!!


Thursday, 4 November 2010

I've never had the chance to tell her goodbye !
I came back home running , but I never made it , she was already gone. and I know I will never see her again.
I wish you well , take good care of yourself , I'll never forget that you once gave me hope , I'll never forget you.

03.11.2010                   Wednesday                      15:16

End Of Chapter 4 !! 


Monday, 1 November 2010

for the love of God !

I've been feeling good lately because you are soo out of my mind , I've been perfectly FINE!
why do you keep suddenly appearing in my dreams ! why does everything now reminds me of you , after I worked so hard to change everything that used to bring back your memory !
please , just leave me alone , you and whatever ghost you are sending to stalk me .
I've had enough with you , I don't wanna even have memories about you , I want to forget that you ever existed!!
I stopped loving you a long time ago , I stopped trusting you , I stopped believing in you , why do you keep haunting my thoughts !! I know very deeply that I AM over you , not just over you I truly hate you.
I hate every time I think of you intentionally and unintentionally , I hate you that I want to break something whenever you cross my mind !
I wish I could talk to you , No I don't miss you at all , I just don't wanna be the only one who knows I hate you , I want you to know that , I want you to know that I will never forgive you , nor will I forget what you did and how you destroyed the person who gave everything to you .
I want you to really know that I do NOT wish you well with your life , and it's not because I'm a bad person !
I'm a very good person , but because you don't deserve well.
I can't believe you are able to sleep at night , while you know that you broke someone to pieces , how do you sleep with the thoughts of me , if of course you ever think of me , which I really doubt.
I wish I could tell you that in your face , that I no longer respect you and I will never regain my respect for you , I will for all of time hate you and hate what you made me be !