Thursday, 22 September 2011

dear diary,

they left me alone, my own blood and flesh left me alone, the biggest fear of my life is to be left alone, both meanings!
be my companion for this lonely evening.

Wednesday, 21 September 2011

my song is on the radio :)

Saturday, 17 September 2011

thinking about the times I said yes while I supposed to say no,
that little two letters word could have changed my world now, I could have said no to that person that day, and then not be in the place I am today, after 6 years.
sometimes life seems so ironic. playing games on us and not telling what to do and what not to, but eventually it reveals that the stupidest thing that you did or did not a long time ago could have been the answer to all your misfortune today!

Wednesday, 14 September 2011

this was, by far, the most intense, though successful, conversation I had with my parents for years!
what a relieve, a huge burden has been removed off my back.. no more secrets and no more lies.
hope is my new best friend.
so "start up" here we go ;)

Sunday, 4 September 2011

"I wish you would leave the house and go back to your dorms, I don't want you around here anymore"

she hates me, she broke all the hopes I built in these past five months, she devastated me with a few words.
I'm such an imposter, how come "Ladies Never Lose Composure..!!" while this particular lady loses not only her composure but also all her hopes in a moment.

now I'm the one who doean't want ot be here anymore, I wanna escape somewhere I can't find myslef in.