Wednesday, 25 December 2013

Such a lovely day for a new beginning.

God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change,

The courage to change the things I can,

And wisdom to know the difference.

Sunday, 8 December 2013

I'm afraid you'll let me down if I wait for you, I'm more afraid I might let you down if I don't. 

Friday, 29 November 2013

I wish I could be sure..
But being so confused is all the fun! 

Tuesday, 12 November 2013

The craziest thing I keep noticing about my self, I know I'm a person who enjoys beauty, about everything but today I enjoyed something a bit different. 
A tiny bird was washing in a little water pool in the lawn, I kept watching it getting in and out of that pool several times, and that's typical of me, these thing attract me. 
The weird part was that there was a guy sitting near by, also watching the bird, the moment I saw that there's someone interested in the same somehow "silly" thing, i forgot about the bird and locked my eyes on the guy, watching his expressions. He was enjoying the scene, until the bird finished bathing and flew away I couldn't take my eyes off of him.

Wednesday, 6 November 2013

There are no rules, nothing makes sense..
I can't control anything! what the hell is wrong with this world!

Wednesday, 30 October 2013

First rain- how sensational :)!

Tuesday, 29 October 2013

When you feel my heat, look into my eyes.. That's where my demons hide.
Don't get too close, it's dark inside.. That's where my demons hide.
Your eyes they shine so bright, I wanna save that light. 
i can't escape this now, unless you shownme how. 

Saturday, 26 October 2013

Back to reality now. 

Tuesday, 22 October 2013

It'a just a little bit awkward :/
Update: no, it wasn't awkward, it was .. nice :)

Monday, 14 October 2013

Today, I said Hi to a stranger. 
This year will be different! 

Sunday, 6 October 2013

“We're wired to expect the world to be brighter and more meaningful and more obviously interesting than it actually is. And when we realize that it isn't, we start looking around for the real world.” 

Friday, 20 September 2013

New iOS, seems interesting but lacks the brilliant design!
The really need to fix the keyboard!!

Sunday, 8 September 2013

Things would be easier..
If we didn't feel the need to fight.
if we could just .. let go.

Thursday, 29 August 2013

Cupid must have missed me, the bastard. 

Monday, 5 August 2013

"It's because you desire something, and desire causes suffering."
I wish I had a big brother, someone to call me sis, someone to talk to me when he's bored, happy upset or even mad.
I wish I had a big brother.

Tuesday, 30 July 2013

In days like this I'd like to drive away. 

Saturday, 27 July 2013

"I don't care, I do not care"
Maybe if I keep telling that to myself, just maybe, eventually I will really stop caring.

Wednesday, 24 July 2013

When I hear that I have made someone happy, even for a tiniest moment, that .. Makes it all worth it. 

Wednesday, 17 July 2013

And they say,
She's in the Class A Team 
Stuck in her daydream 
Been this way since 18 
But lately her face seems 
Slowly sinking, wasting 
Crumbling like pastries 
And they scream 
The worst things in life come free to us!

Monday, 1 July 2013

This is taking too long, I'm scared!

Sunday, 23 June 2013

Depression..
yeah I guess I skipped bargaining, there's no way to bargain anything!

Saturday, 15 June 2013

How I wish I could protect you from life, make it just a little bit easier for you.
Oh, how I wish!

Tuesday, 11 June 2013

In Google Tel Aviv , first time I'm there. Won't be my last!

Tuesday, 4 June 2013

We should meet in another life, we should meet in air, me and you.

Monday, 27 May 2013

I'm grateful for having a friend, I dare not ask for more!

Tuesday, 21 May 2013

Sunday, 19 May 2013

I'm perfectly sure there's a very good reason why shit keeps happening to me, what that reason is .. beats me!

Saturday, 18 May 2013

I just saw an old friend, on the bus station, I'm inside the bus, how cruel can life be, making me stare from the windsheild without any means to say Hi or give him a smile.
We lost contact months ago, but he was one of the few people who were good to me and cared for me.

Sunday, 12 May 2013

Thursday, 9 May 2013

Maybe it's true, maybe we do go back to art when we go back to love.
I haven't had any actual feelings for quite some time, I feel the love of life once again.
No, my life's not perfect, it's not even close, that's what's interesting, I don't feel the need to have everything, and accomplish everything, I'm just.. satisfied, actually more than that, I feel happy with what I have.
I'm drawing again, I'm in love with it, I missed it, just the way I used to hold my pencils, how I'd stare at the white paper for a long while before I violated its pureness, damn I missed that.
and after I'm done, I never believed that I did it, whatever result came out of it.
You know how it's like to finally have found a place where you fit, where no one judges you, you know this is the right place, no matter what happens on the outside, you know you're in peace with yourself, you don't care, as long as you are there, in that place in that moment, you just forget the world and be there, that's how I feel when I start drawing, I will not give up that feeling, I can't afford to lose it again.

Tuesday, 7 May 2013

It was books that made me feel that perhaps I was not completely alone.

Sunday, 28 April 2013

I couldn't get any bigger with anyone else beside of me!

I don't wanna lose you now
I'm lookin' right at the other half of me
The vacancy that sat in my heart
Is a space that now you hold
Show me how to fight for now
And I'll tell you, baby, it was easy
Comin' back here to you once I figured it out
You were right here all along

It's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me
I couldn't get any bigger
With anyone else beside of me
And now it's clear as this promise
That we're making
Two reflections into one
Cause it's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me, staring back at me

Friday, 19 April 2013

I' scared I'll be sucked into that dark hole once again.

Friday, 5 April 2013

“Don’t only practice your art, but force your way into its secrets, for it and knowledge can raise men to the divine.”

Saturday, 16 March 2013

I feel like a successful person.
But you never really know the right feelings from the wrong ones.

Monday, 11 March 2013

And I would have stayed up with you all night, had I known how to save a life.

Sunday, 24 February 2013

My family is so freaking dysfunctional!

Thursday, 17 January 2013

Here inside my quiet hell, you cannot hear my cry for help!

Friday, 11 January 2013

cause you're beautiful inside

Is this the end of the moment or just a beautiful unfolding
Of a love that will never be or maybe be
Everything that I never thought could happen or ever come to pass and I wonder
If maybe, maybe I could be all you ever dreamed.

Is this a natural feeling or is it just me bleeding
All my thoughts and dreams in hope that you will be with me or
Is this a moment to remember or just a cold day in December,
I wonder
If maybe, maybe I could be all you ever dreamed

Saturday, 5 January 2013

I KNEW he played an instrument!!

Friday, 4 January 2013

Do you know how sometimes - when you are riding your bike and you start skidding across sand, or when you miss a step and start tumbling down the stairs - you have those long, long seconds to know that you are going to be hurt, and badly?