Monday, 27 May 2013

I'm grateful for having a friend, I dare not ask for more!

Tuesday, 21 May 2013

Sunday, 19 May 2013

I'm perfectly sure there's a very good reason why shit keeps happening to me, what that reason is .. beats me!

Saturday, 18 May 2013

I just saw an old friend, on the bus station, I'm inside the bus, how cruel can life be, making me stare from the windsheild without any means to say Hi or give him a smile.
We lost contact months ago, but he was one of the few people who were good to me and cared for me.

Sunday, 12 May 2013

Thursday, 9 May 2013

Maybe it's true, maybe we do go back to art when we go back to love.
I haven't had any actual feelings for quite some time, I feel the love of life once again.
No, my life's not perfect, it's not even close, that's what's interesting, I don't feel the need to have everything, and accomplish everything, I'm just.. satisfied, actually more than that, I feel happy with what I have.
I'm drawing again, I'm in love with it, I missed it, just the way I used to hold my pencils, how I'd stare at the white paper for a long while before I violated its pureness, damn I missed that.
and after I'm done, I never believed that I did it, whatever result came out of it.
You know how it's like to finally have found a place where you fit, where no one judges you, you know this is the right place, no matter what happens on the outside, you know you're in peace with yourself, you don't care, as long as you are there, in that place in that moment, you just forget the world and be there, that's how I feel when I start drawing, I will not give up that feeling, I can't afford to lose it again.

Tuesday, 7 May 2013

It was books that made me feel that perhaps I was not completely alone.