I cant believe I'm gonna spend new year's eve all by myself. 

What's wrong with me????

All hung up on something I don't know or recognize, I miss the time when I was angry and had distract myself with anything. 

I need to be angry again!

I have the best girlfriends in the world.. I wouldn't give them up for anything!! Even for a boy :')

No, I will not live broken.. not again!

My heart skips a beat when I see him!

The worst thing in life is to end up with people who make you feel all alone. 

That was the nicest text message I've received, ever :$
Who thought that binary could give butterflies!

I am one of the lucky ones.

My life is a sheer privilege because my parents did not love me less because I was born a daughter.

My school did not limit me because I was a girl.

My mentors did not assume that I was would go less far because I might give birth to a child one day.

I have seen men made fragile and insecure by a distorted sense of what constitutes male success.

We don’t often talk about men being imprisoned by gender stereotypes but I can see that that they are and that when they are free, things will change for women as a natural consequence. If men don’t have to be aggressive in order to be accepted women won’t feel compelled to be submissive. If men don’t have to control, women won’t have to be controlled. Both men and women should feel free to be sensitive. Both men and women should feel free to be strong…. 

It is time that we all perceive gender on a spectrum instead two opposing sets of ideals. If we stop defining each other by what we are not and start defining ourselves by what we just are - we can all be freer.

 

random feelings

1. He's participating in a contest for geeks today, I'm very proud of him :)
2. yesterday, someone told me something I've been waiting for years to hear from my parents, my eyes filled with tears.

I tried everything to make them see me, but all they see is someone not mw..

Even when I'm walking on a wire, even when I set myself on fire.. 

Will my parents be devastated when I'm gone? 

Will they blame themselves?

My best friend is having a baby girl :D
I'm so happy for her :')

One person can change your life!

Gaza strip genocide  - 240 (so far)
Malaysia Airliner crash - 295
Malaysian Flight MHE70 - 239
South Korean ferry tragedy - 290
Beas River Tragedy - 24
Russian metro derailment - 21
Mount Everest avalanche - 19

what is happening to the world ?! :(

that's it, I'm done!
I'm on my own .. screw waiting, I'm gonna find my own life!

This is really creepy.. It's pretty obvious they don't want us around.

I should've been there, I shouldn't have left them alone, I'm so selfish!

Rock paper scissors.. 

That was the cutest thing ever :$.. 

I couldn't stop smiling for the rest of the night!! 

Suddenly, I don't wanna be her friend anymore :/
condescending people?

Someday, when I fall in love.. I'm sure there's gonna be a book involved in my falling. 

That was really .. hard.

I'm sorry we had to do this.

I'm melting

I can't believe I'm doing this!

When you're on it, you're happy, incredibly, amazingly, happy.

Nothing in the world will bring you down, even if it tried.

It makes your heart race, it is ALL you think about, it's bliss beyond anything you've ever felt or going to feel.

It's enthralling, enchanting, it leaves you breathless, blind, weak. It brings you up.

It's the strongest ecstasy, the sweetest candy, the most satisfying shower. 

You feel content, and there's nothing else in this world that matters, that ever mattered to begin with.

- do you still hate me?
- do I have a reason to stop?

my niece just took her first steps :)..
I feel happy!

I'm on autopilot..
I have been so for the past three years!

The best news I've heard in a while, a baby on the way :) 

And I .. Am feeling so small.

This morning, I was pulled over by a police officer for a the first time, Adrenaline is still pumping through my veins! 

And I will try to fix you.. 

Cause I need to move
I need to wake up
I need to change
I need to shake up
I need to speak out
Something’s got to break up
I’ve been asleep
And I need to wake up

Now!

I have a date with someone, sometime in the future.
It's written somewhere I'm sure, the problem is .. I don't know who he is, where we're meeting or when.
I'm living waiting impatiently to feed my curiosity, I wonder who that might be!

I don't know where I'm going but I don't think I'm coming home.

I was almost very certain that she had

no feelings whatsoever.

I was pretty sure she could not have sympathy or compassion towards anyone but herself. 

I was wrong, in her heart .. she could bear the feeling of hate.

Ironically, that is the one feeling I cannot sustain from my own blood. 

"Maybe… Just maybe… I’m the faller. Every family has someone who falls. Who doesn’t make the grade, who stumbles… who life trips up. Maybe I’m our faller."

شايفة دموع عينينا يابا وبتقسى علينا.. 

يوم ما بتضحك لينا.. ساعتها نكون ضايعين.