Wednesday, 31 December 2014

I cant believe I'm gonna spend new year's eve all by myself. 

Tuesday, 23 December 2014

What's wrong with me????
All hung up on something I don't know or recognize, I miss the time when I was angry and had distract myself with anything. 
I need to be angry again!

Saturday, 13 December 2014

I have the best girlfriends in the world.. I wouldn't give them up for anything!! Even for a boy :')

Tuesday, 9 December 2014

No, I will not live broken.. not again!

Saturday, 18 October 2014

My heart skips a beat when I see him!

Tuesday, 7 October 2014

The worst thing in life is to end up with people who make you feel all alone. 

Saturday, 4 October 2014

That was the nicest text message I've received, ever :$
Who thought that binary could give butterflies!

Thursday, 25 September 2014

I am one of the lucky ones.
My life is a sheer privilege because my parents did not love me less because I was born a daughter.
My school did not limit me because I was a girl.
My mentors did not assume that I was would go less far because I might give birth to a child one day.

I have seen men made fragile and insecure by a distorted sense of what constitutes male success.
We don’t often talk about men being imprisoned by gender stereotypes but I can see that that they are and that when they are free, things will change for women as a natural consequence. If men don’t have to be aggressive in order to be accepted women won’t feel compelled to be submissive. If men don’t have to control, women won’t have to be controlled. Both men and women should feel free to be sensitive. Both men and women should feel free to be strong…. 

It is time that we all perceive gender on a spectrum instead two opposing sets of ideals. If we stop defining each other by what we are not and start defining ourselves by what we just are - we can all be freer.


Saturday, 20 September 2014

random feelings

1. He's participating in a contest for geeks today, I'm very proud of him :)
2. yesterday, someone told me something I've been waiting for years to hear from my parents, my eyes filled with tears.

Thursday, 18 September 2014

I tried everything to make them see me, but all they see is someone not mw..
Even when I'm walking on a wire, even when I set myself on fire.. 

Saturday, 23 August 2014

Will my parents be devastated when I'm gone? 
Will they blame themselves?

Saturday, 9 August 2014

My best friend is having a baby girl :D
I'm so happy for her :')

Tuesday, 5 August 2014

One person can change your life!

Friday, 18 July 2014

Gaza strip genocide  - 240 (so far)
Malaysia Airliner crash - 295
Malaysian Flight MHE70 - 239
South Korean ferry tragedy - 290
Beas River Tragedy - 24
Russian metro derailment - 21
Mount Everest avalanche - 19

what is happening to the world ?! :(

Sunday, 6 July 2014

that's it, I'm done!
I'm on my own .. screw waiting, I'm gonna find my own life!

Thursday, 3 July 2014

This is really creepy.. It's pretty obvious they don't want us around.

Thursday, 19 June 2014

I should've been there, I shouldn't have left them alone, I'm so selfish!

Friday, 13 June 2014

Rock paper scissors.. 
That was the cutest thing ever :$.. 
I couldn't stop smiling for the rest of the night!! 

Monday, 9 June 2014

Suddenly, I don't wanna be her friend anymore :/
condescending people?

Friday, 6 June 2014

Someday, when I fall in love.. I'm sure there's gonna be a book involved in my falling. 

Saturday, 31 May 2014

That was really .. hard.
I'm sorry we had to do this.

Friday, 30 May 2014

I'm melting

Sunday, 25 May 2014

I can't believe I'm doing this!

Thursday, 22 May 2014

When you're on it, you're happy, incredibly, amazingly, happy.
Nothing in the world will bring you down, even if it tried.
It makes your heart race, it is ALL you think about, it's bliss beyond anything you've ever felt or going to feel.
It's enthralling, enchanting, it leaves you breathless, blind, weak. It brings you up.
It's the strongest ecstasy, the sweetest candy, the most satisfying shower. 
You feel content, and there's nothing else in this world that matters, that ever mattered to begin with.

Tuesday, 13 May 2014

- do you still hate me?
- do I have a reason to stop?

Monday, 5 May 2014

my niece just took her first steps :)..
I feel happy!

Saturday, 5 April 2014

I'm on autopilot..
I have been so for the past three years!

Tuesday, 4 March 2014

The best news I've heard in a while, a baby on the way :) 

Tuesday, 18 February 2014

And I .. Am feeling so small.

Monday, 17 February 2014

This morning, I was pulled over by a police officer for a the first time, Adrenaline is still pumping through my veins! 

Wednesday, 12 February 2014

And I will try to fix you.. 

Sunday, 26 January 2014

Cause I need to move
I need to wake up
I need to change
I need to shake up
I need to speak out
Something’s got to break up
I’ve been asleep
And I need to wake up

Tuesday, 21 January 2014

I have a date with someone, sometime in the future.
It's written somewhere I'm sure, the problem is .. I don't know who he is, where we're meeting or when.
I'm living waiting impatiently to feed my curiosity, I wonder who that might be!

Monday, 13 January 2014

I don't know where I'm going but I don't think I'm coming home.

Saturday, 11 January 2014

I was almost very certain that she had
no feelings whatsoever.
I was pretty sure she could not have sympathy or compassion towards anyone but herself. 
I was wrong, in her heart .. she could bear the feeling of hate.
Ironically, that is the one feeling I cannot sustain from my own blood. 

Tuesday, 7 January 2014

"Maybe… Just maybe… I’m the faller. Every family has someone who falls. Who doesn’t make the grade, who stumbles… who life trips up. Maybe I’m our faller."

Monday, 6 January 2014

شايفة دموع عينينا يابا وبتقسى علينا.. 
يوم ما بتضحك لينا.. ساعتها نكون ضايعين.